Is this the face...

of a baby with a miserable cold?





I wish the boys took it half as well as she does! I told Ian that I pity the woman who marries Liam. He's completely fine when he's doing something he wants to do but as soon as I ask him to clean up or something else it's all of a sudden, "But I'm siiiiiicccckkkkk." Insert Mommy eye roll here.

I'm also having this very irrational fear that something bad is going to happen to Lila. Like I can't sleep at night kind of fear. I'm terrified I'm going to lose her. Maybe because my cousin lost her newborn daughter a few weeks ago, I don't know. It's just this awful nagging feeling all the time and I don't know how to shake it. I wish it would go away.

2 Months

I can't believe my baby girl is already 2 months old (well yesterday she was). Its so sad how incredibly fast this precious time is flying by. I hold her as much as I can to get as many baby snuggles as possible. She nurses great and sleeps well. She is up to 11lbs 5oz (8lbs 14oz at birth) now and has the most kissable cheeks ever!

She continues to be such a good baby and is very calm and just very "chill." She is always "talking" to me and giving me the biggest gummy smiles! I love it but haven't been able to get any on camera yet. This is all she'll give me once she sees the camera.











Uncle John and Aunt Amy came to visit on Saturday. We had a nice visit.



And then Lochy all of a sudden spiked a 103 fever.





Lila loves her little play mat, especially the lion.





And the boys love it too.



We had Lila's Christening a couple weeks ago. We have a non denominational minister come to the house. The ceremony was very nice. I could've done without the crazy heat and Ian's brother and sister in law but we had a nice day despite them.





With her Godparents--my cousin Amanda and her husband Ray. They are due to have their first--a boy!--the beginning of July!!!